running up that hill // kate bush
you don’t want to hurt me
but see how deep the bullet lies
unaware i’m tearing you asunder
there is thunder in our hearts
kinda want to cut my bangs again, kinda don’t.
kinda want to go get my lip pierced again even though I can’t really afford to and skip buying food for another two weeks or something, kinda don’t.
kinda want to go apply for other jobs, kinda don’t.
kinda want to care, kinda don’t.
kinda feel a lot of things and kinda don’t.